He

He is someone that I love so much
Someone that I knew will take a good care of me
I love him since the first day I met him
And deep in my heart I wish he will be my love forever


He is the one that I pray
In every single prayer for him to be my husband
I love him every single seconds of my life
Love that I can't deny at all


He is my love
The only one that I love
For the past seven years
I wish he know how strong my love for him


I miss him so much
From the first day we met each other
And the feelings never ever reduce
Until now and forever

Once

As you shifting
You will begin to realize
You are not the same person you used to be


The things you used to tolerate have now become intolerable
Where you once remained quiet you are now speaking your truth
Where you once battled and argued you are now choosing to remain silent


You are beginning to understand the value of your voice
And there are some situations that no longer deserve your time, energy and focus

That Weird Feeling

It's strange.


Since yesterday, I keep thinking. Actually what is my actual feelings? Then, I realized that I don't have any feeling at all.


Normally, when I'm thinking on something, it's either mad or sad. I can be really mad or I can cry a lot. But now, none. I don't feel anything. Nothing. This is weird. Really weird.


I don't feel sad. I don't feel mad. I don't feel frustrated either feel happy at all. None. Totally nothing.


Then, I realized this is the same feeling that I felt 7 years ago. Exactly the same feeling. Feeling of losing everything.


Now, there is one thing that keep coming in my mind. Who will be the one who grasp my hand tightly? Is it still you?