That Weird Feeling

It's strange.


Since yesterday, I keep thinking. Actually what is my actual feelings? Then, I realized that I don't have any feeling at all.


Normally, when I'm thinking on something, it's either mad or sad. I can be really mad or I can cry a lot. But now, none. I don't feel anything. Nothing. This is weird. Really weird.


I don't feel sad. I don't feel mad. I don't feel frustrated either feel happy at all. None. Totally nothing.


Then, I realized this is the same feeling that I felt 7 years ago. Exactly the same feeling. Feeling of losing everything.


Now, there is one thing that keep coming in my mind. Who will be the one who grasp my hand tightly? Is it still you?